butterfly

butterfly, originally uploaded by yokidoki.

i think he just wanted to come inside and watch the news

scared petrified wasted drunk hungover (not ready for this)

This is the image of someone not acting their age; being dumb and irresponsible wtf.   I don't know anything all i know is I get stupid urges to pull stupid acts of stupid people like myself.  Aside from all that shit I still feel like a wierdo who just wants to dance here's some music.

i just want to dance

I'm a maniac but you wouldn't believe it because blogger is too hard and complicated for me to use.

Sometimes I look at myself and say "dayummmm, I look good" but then when I go out in public like forever 21 and see my reflection in the mirror I'm like "who is she she's fuglay".

Hair I think is Dope

I haven't dyed my hair in like a year whats wrong with me anyway, Zipper magazine is currently inspiring me to take to the dye bottle!

I really need to get back into posting post on this blog,  I've totally abandoned all interest in it.  Anyway, Tumblr is to blame for all that so I'm gonna do here what i do there and maybe put some pics of myself up maybe.

So this is the style I'm currently phased into rightnow.  I dunno how to describe it I think its um preppy secondhand laidback conservative college drop-out look.

Summer Fashion Inspo

GIFake

GIFake

Well, well, what have we here???

So I've decided I'm going to be happy from now on, how many times have I said that? At least, one hundred and a zillion times but this time I mean it ok I've always meant it but without medication its impossible.

I cut my own bangs and whats up with my eyes?  Anyway, I think I did a pretty good job, my Mommy said so and thats all that counts. Yup, so wanna know what I'm dancing to:

Yes, doesn't it just want to make you mooooove? Well, it makes me move. Geez, I like the happy part of my manic episodes but they don't last very long hopefully I'll be jolly till the weekends over!
I pray to Jesus everyday for a cure. I hear standing on your head releases serotonin to the brain naturally, I've heard I haven't tried it yet standing on my head kinda scares me because I always feel like I'm going to break my neck in the process. I cut my bangs twice a week now just for fun and I only have 19 dollars to my name at the moment so you understand why I've christened myself a hair stylist. This made me smile and think of my Grandma (she passed away in '03) I believe she got down to this style of dancing:

all good things come to an end

Once you captivated my heart but now it seems as if the ashes of your fiery ways have been blown away by blustery winds, again.

Be Gone...

...and yes this is about a stupid boy...

why do all good things come to and end???